Well, It Seems I am Alive

I’ve made it to fall break.

But only barely.

The last six weeks have required a learning curve in more than a few ways. School assignments build up quickly, and it took a few weeks to feel as though I had fallen into a rhythm. I was just beginning to feel proud of myself for getting the hang of it, when the teachers announced the beginning of clinicals, and the numerour assignments and reports they entails. It took until last Tuesday for me to feel like (I think) I know what I’m doing.

School is very real now. I’ve given injections, watched a surgery, and taken care of a patient. I’m also operating at maximum capacity most of the time. I used to be astonished at other students who started to fall asleep in class. Now, I have to keep my own head from bobbing the day after clinical. (It’s a really early morning to be at the hospital, and then a late night to finish the post-clinical reports.)

It is also different being one of the ‘old’ students. On the first day of class, I walked up to the classroom where I would be taking psychology, one of my last general courses I need. I noticed a large group of student waiting around nervously, almost to timid to enter the classroom. I wasn’t sure what was wrong so I walked in and they all followed after me like ducklings after their mother. Several asked me a few questions, which I answered without understanding their significance.

Suddenly it hit me: these were freshmen, and this was their first class. I was momentarily taken back two years, remembering my first day. Excited to be at ‘real school’, but terrified I would make a mistake. The faces of those older students who had recognized my hesitation, shown me around the buildings, and answered my questions still remain vivid in my memory. Truly, it does only take a moment to make a difference to a frightened freshman. Quickly, I put on my responsible older student hat, and welcomed the newcomers to Augie, and assured them they were in the right classroom. Their relief was plainly visible.

I was a more than a little stunned to realize how much time has passed since I started school. Even more frightening- before I know it, another year and a half will pass, and I’ll be wondering how I have come to be a college graduate.

Two Weeks In

I’ve passed the two week mark for school, and while I’m definitely not yet riding the waves, I’m starting to swim. After feeling like I constantly need to figure out what I should be doing for this long, I’m finally (dare I say it?) starting to fall in to a routine.

I’m learning to understand lab values that a week ago were a meaningless jumble of numbers. Now I see them as the difference between life and death. Potassium levels? Crucial. Ph of the body? Better be in a certain range.

For so long, it seemed my classes focused on various things with no rhyme or reason. Two weeks on the electron pump of the cell. A week and a half on osmolarity. Three weeks on the immune system. Finally, it all makes sense, and everything I’ve studied the last two years is being pulled together.

Garden Journal 2015-I

 Summer is dawning, and many different flowers are just coming into bloom. The garden is full of beauty, with showy peonies as the star of the show:

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“Jethro Tull” coreopsis and salvia in the backgroundIMG_5025

The little boys helped me plant several allium bulbs last fall, and they were impressed with how big the flower was.

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“Husker Red” penstemon really took off after just one year of growth
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Landon’s Graduation

Congratulations Landon! You made it to the end of your homeschooling years.IMG_4644

We celebrated his graduation at the end of May in a group party with five other homeschool graduates.

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 A favorite lego creation was displayed on his table, combining two of his hobbies: building and music. I love the little details in the piece, like the lined ‘sheet music’ in front of the pianist.
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Here are several pictures from when he and I went out for his senior photo shoot:

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I snapped this adorable picture of my Grandpa and Claire at the graduation party. So cute!
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New Brother

Has it been a month already? Our family had so many major events in May I’ve really lost track of the time, and this poor blog has been very neglected. On May 7, we welcomed the newest member of the family, baby Benjamin. He was a big boy, weighing in at 8 lbs 12 oz.

 Benjamin at a week old:
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 He has been a very calm baby, and lets his brothers and sisters rock him to sleep most of the time. He likes music, and usually he will fall asleep almost immediately if you rock him while music is playing.

John and Benjamin at two days old:

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He has one interesting feature that sets him apart from the rest of us as newborns: his dark hair is extremely curly. After a bath, my Dad remarked that he looked like he had a perm! I am hoping he keeps it, since everyone in my family except Landon has very straight hair.

Spring

Spring is in bloom at last. The streets are graced with flowering pink and white trees, and colorful bulbs are popping up  everywhere. I’ve loved tiny grape hyacinths for years, so last fall Daniel and Dominic helped me plant some. (They are ‘their’ flowers.) The lovely shade of blue does not disappoint.IMG_4603

I’m excited to see this peony sprouting. It has proved very resilient, as my grandma gave it to me as a transplant. It grew well, but one of the kids accidentally mowed over it on more than one occasion. It now has a tomato cage around it so no one will forget about it again.

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Spring is bringing many exciting changes in its wake. I begin a job at a daycare next Tuesday, and Landon started working at a garden center last Monday. The close of the school semester is now just four weeks away, and Baby Brother’s due date is in two weeks. It’s time to start getting everything ready to meet him!

 

 

Mexican Hominy Soup

Yum!

2 32 oz chicken broth

2 15.5 oz cans hominy

2 14.5 oz cans fireroasted diced tomatoes, undrained

1 can chipotle peppers in adobo sauce (less if you don’t like things spicy or have little kids eating it)

2 cups chopped cilantro

1 t dried oregano

1 roasted chicken, deboned and chopped

3 T olive oil

1 cup chopped baby carrots

1 cup diced yellow onion

1 poblano peppers, seeded and diced

2 avacados, seeded and chopped, optional

2 cups shredded  cheese, optional

1 cup sour cream, optional

In a large stockpot, combine broth, hominy, tomatoes, 2 teaspoons adobo sauce, cilantro, and oregano. cook and stir over medium high heat until heated thoroughly.

In a large skillet, sauté carrots, onion, and poblano pepper in olive oil five minutes or until tender. Add to stockpot allow to heat through and serve hot. If desired, garnish with avacado, cheese, and sour cream.

Homeschooler Dilemmas

I’m in my fourth semester as a college student. I think it’s reasonably safe to say that by now, I have the hang of it. Yet, even to this day, I am still finding unexpected side effects of being homeschooled.

The first months of freshman year have long since passed, I no longer run into (as many) people worried about my socialization abilities.  Thank goodness that’s over with. But I’m definitely still trying to figure out how to not stick out constantly.

The small things that I’m beginning to remember in order to blend in: for example, putting my name on the top of the paper. Dear professors: that one last nameless paper you waited till last to hand back is mine. Always.

 

Cherry Coffee Cake

Quick and tasty! My great grand-mother’s recipe.

Cherry Coffee Cake

1 c sugar

3/4 c vegetable oil

1 tsp vanilla

1/2 cup buttermilk

4 eggs

2 c flour

1 tsp baking powder

1 1/2 cans cherry pie filling.

4 TBS sugar

2 tsp cinnamon

2 c pwd sugar

3 TBS milk

Preheat oven to 325. Mix sugar, oil, vanilla, and buttermilk together. Beat in eggs. Stir flour and baking powder just until smooth.  Pour 1/2 batter into a 9×13 pan and spoon a swiggly design of pie filling over it. Pour the rest of the batter in and top with cinnamon and sugar mixed together.  Bake for 35-45 minutes. Mix powered sugar and milk until a smooth glaze is formed, then pour over the cake when cooled and serve.